Trapped Butterfly

Trapped in her cocoon,
Locked away in her own world,
She is unable to fly away from the dark mist that overshadows her,
With no hope left in her life.

She has began to wonder the depth of ever finding that hope again.
She is determined to put up that fake smile
She wants to break free from the cocoon and fly away from the mess that was fabricated upon her.
But her wings are held down by a tremendous amount of darkness, that it is unlikely to happen.

Each and everyday she wakes up, and thinks to herself when will she ever get through this.
The inflicted wound is so deep that numbness and pain is what is felt.
To draw a butterfly on her wrist stopped her from self inflicted harm.
Her once colourful life has been locked away in her heart.
Waiting to be set free when she escapes from her cocoon.

Some say the heart holds the key.
But does it really?

She is unable to find the answer.
All she wants to do is to break free from the cocoon,
Spread her wings and fly
So that she can soar through life, and never look back
But look towards the bright future.
And leave the endless darkness that once ruled her sight.
With the wings of a butterfly

If time was the only cure, will i have all the time in the world to rid of this darkness ?

hota kese unhe gam hamari ruswai ka...........

jab fark padata hi unhe hamari judai ka...........

khamoshi se saha jab hamne har gam ...............

to usne iljam laga diya bewfai ka.......................

Apno ney bhi na Socha k Ujron ga to kidhar jaon ga

Aashyan jin k na hon wo Parinday Aksar Sham Ko Jeety G he Mar jatey hain...!!

Guzro phir jab in rahon se
To ye lamhat yad rakhna

kuch raahe'n meri yad dilayengi
kuch bate'n tumhen rulayengi
...
par in nigaho ke mauti
jab tum hatheli pe apni sajao ge

To jaana unmen meri surat
mera aks paaoge

mere us aks ko dekh kar
us se puchna

k kya tumhe bhi aise hi meri yaad aati he
kya aise hi koi bat tumhe bhi satati he

aur sun lena ghaur se
jo baat tumse wo aks kahe

k betha huwa hai
wo door kahin wirano main

Ik mauti aisa hi, apni hatheli pe liye
aur dub ke uss qatre men

wo sauchta he tumhe
wo dhundhta hai tumhe

Tum mil na sake usay lekin
itna tau ab kar jana

Iss mauti main usay paa lena
aur uss mauti men usay mil jana

na mili kabhi mujhse khushi nazrein jhuka k b
par nhi shikwa tujhse ei zindagi tune dard ko mera sabse achcha razdar bana dia

Aap Sbko Yaad Krte Ho,
Bas Bhul Jate H Hami Ko,
Kisi Ne Sach Hi Kaha He,
Jinke Paas Lakho Sitare Ho,
Wo Kya Mehsus Krenge 1 Taare Ki Kami Ko..

Kabhi Ansu Aur Kabhi Khusi Dekhi
Kabhi Majburi Aur Bekasi Dekhi
Unki Naarazgi Ko Hum Kya Samjhe
Humne Khud Apni Bebasi Dekhi

Dard Ki Dawa To Hai Lagane Wala Koi Nahi ,
Zindgi K Kehar Se Bachane Wala Koi Nahi ,
Maut Aati Hai Taras Kha K Laut Jati Hai,
Mujhe Meri Maut Se Milane Wala Koi Nahi..

Hum Ne Unke Samne Ana Chod Diya
Apni Chahat Ko Jatana Chod Diya
Kyon Ki Jinki Hansi Pe Marte The Hum
Unhone Hame Dekh Kar Muskurana Chod Dia.